By Crimson Kitty Kutty
Eleanor Catton, describes wealthy Libran merchant Harald Nilssen, one of the characters from her her novel The Luminaries, as a man who “loved to fashion absurd theories of abstraction from the small but dedicated circle of his own tastes.” Today, like every day, I am Harald and I shall tell you things I believe all women feel basically because I feel them.
Yesterday, I posted a meme that said men are terrible at sex.
Well no, it actually said women become professional beauticians after two online makeup tutorial videos while men have been watching porn for seven years and still can’t find the clit. Men on my Facebook list lost their collective shit, which is so hilarious, because men really do suck at sex and they suck because of patriarchy.
Coz you know porn is awful
I’m not saying this in my capacity as the ultimate human of life or deep thinker, but just as a person upon whom too much patriarchal sex has been inflicted. Over the years, I’ve begun to realize that men actually enjoy watching the strange things people do to each other in porn, but more laughably, believe that doing these things to a sexual partner in life will turn her on! I’ve never seen a single thing in porn that I’d even like done to me even once lightly as a prank, forget actually being on the very short list of things that make me orgasm (more on this later). The only vaguely enjoyable porn I’ve watched is on pornforher.com, most notably because the men don’t seem to hate the women they’re having sex with and occasionally pay gentle attention to a breast or two. Sadly, I don’t think this is what men watch and take their cues from.
People crib a lot about how porn is bad because it sets unrealistic expectations. What’s the example they jump to first? That men can’t really last that long and porn stars take drugs that maintain their erections. LOL. I don’t care. The unrealism of the expectation isn’t that a guy can keep an erection for an hour, it’s that women DON’T ENJOY CUM FLYING INTO THEIR FACES. And I personally don’t enjoy being whipped, beaten, having my nipples clamped or feeling a fist up my anus, but I’m told that BDSM is some holy realm we’re never ever supposed to criticize so okay.
Nobody, absolutely nobody, moans like that. What you’re hearing is a carefully orchestrated symphony that we could be called upon to perform with our eyes open, faces expressionless and vulvas bone dry, at work if necessary.
When I whisper sexily that I like being dominated, where all the fuck does your mind go? Why are you suddenly biting me painfully or threatening to stuff parts of your body into unexpected parts of mine? “I’m going to slam my rock hard dick into your ass while I pull your hair” “I’m going to slap your face with my dick while I pull your hair” “I’m going to stuff my huge cock down your throat till you choke while I pull your hair”. Whoa whoa whoa, why? I meant pin my wrists down to the bed or act like you’re so strong and turned on by me that you will stop me from touching you because you need to find heaven through my body first (because I’m so especially beautiful or whatever). Relax a little!
All the orgasms you noticed are fake. If you saw and heard me orgasm, it’s probably fake. Let me tell you a secret: female orgasms are super chill. They last for about 7 seconds (each: yes multiple orgasms are a thing) and manifest themselves externally only in the form of a funny expression, a quick pistoning upwards of the hips and three sharp expulsions of breath. If you heard a rising crescendo of moans, me shrieking your name or god’s or any particularly violent writhing and then collapsing weakly in your arms, lol I was just tired of this shit and giving you cues to hurry up. 
My Vagina Doesn’t Care
About You. Unless we’re trying to have babies. Of all the women I’ve spoken to about sex (I went to an all-girls school, an all-women college and then studied Gender Studies), only one has ever reported actually having an orgasm from anything vaginal. Speaking for myself (and all women in history and also now), no amount or variety of vaginal penetration will make me orgasm. The clit is where it’s all at. The ONLY place it’s at.
It’s sad that men and women have such different routes to orgasm that strategically do not coincide, but that’s just what it is and we have to find some middle ground. This makes me angry when I have sex with men: we don’t have a middle ground, we just understand and accept the meaning of the word sex through a purely male-centric framework that completely ignores or lightly passes over female pleasure.
The world sees vaginal penetration as the ultimate end point of sex, and the [male] orgasm the ultimate end goal. This leads to two annoying scenarios: men who pass over the clit entirely and try impress you with the strength and geometry of their flailing strokes (or something, what the fuck is that figure-8 thing guys?), and men who vaguely find the general clit area, rub furiously with dry fingers for fifteen seconds, and then proceed to aforementioned thrusting. As long as we’re not making babies, I wish we could erase this idea of penetration being necessary and meaningful, because vaginal penetration isn’t doing anything for any lady.
Once, someone I was sleeping with had clearly just read one of those “how to find her G-spot” articles, and tried to follow the instructions but failed. (Obviously, ain’t no such thing) Instead, I could feel my cervix being triumphantly and nauseatingly pushed around while he looked at me with a winning who’s-your-daddy expression that I will remember forever because clearly I can’t forget it no matter what I try.
Hilariously, I read an article recently that said the existence of the “vaginal orgasm” is on the verge of being disproved; the last time I laughed this hard was when someone told me at a party that the French newspaper Le Monde claims the distinction of “discovering” the clitoris. Lol, men. Lol, Le Monde.
I can never have ‘sex’ again
My ex boyfriend once asked me to tell him “what I liked” and I replied huskily that I loved it when he kept gently rubbing my clit (which both of us knew he never did, but I’m told male egos need to be spoken to in a certain way). He said, “and then?” and I replied lamely, “no that’s it.” We didn’t end up having sex that night and broke up a few months later (irreconcilable differences, if you know what I mean).
So anyway, I’ve decided I don’t have the patience for bad sex anymore. We can either have a matter-of-fact discussion right before the deed, where I explain where the clit is (under the hood) and what I like done to it (follow instructions in link minus step 5) and for how long (TWENTY MINUTES, YES THAT’S RIGHT). But of course that may take all the “romance” and spontaneity out of it, so alternatively you could just do that thing you do and I could lay there praying, a la Russel Brand in a very different context, that I was somewhere where this isn’t happening right now.
Since Door # 2 is not so much fun I will be over here not ever having sex ever again.
Image credits:
Hugs and Kisses (Old Sketch) by Surian Soosay via Flickr/CC by 2.0
Orgasm Like No one’s Watching by Bitchbuzz via Flickr/CC by 2.0
May 30, 2016 at 2:16 pm
theladiesfinger very depressing, unfortunate terrible experiences. Shouldn’t generalise, I know women who dig(&do well,very)sex.
May 30, 2016 at 3:43 pm
tarapeeeee theladiesfinger self help is the best help
May 30, 2016 at 3:55 pm
oopsmeera you mean, than kaiyye thanakku uthavi? theladiesfinger
May 30, 2016 at 4:00 pm
tarapeeeee theladiesfinger http://twitter.com/oopsmeera/status/737229580403019777/photo/1
May 30, 2016 at 4:01 pm
oopsmeera but I thought that was quite hilarious and brilliant and punny.
May 30, 2016 at 4:02 pm
tarapeeeee it was.
May 30, 2016 at 4:09 pm
Gotta say…I actually enjoy vaginal penetration and fingering. I never came except when I was going solo, though and never had my clit treated the way it should be. But there it is. Each woman to her own, then? Which isn’t helping, I guess 😀
May 30, 2016 at 4:49 pm
theladiesfinger Can someone start making socially relevant porn? That would make a lot of men much easier to sleep with!
May 30, 2016 at 7:40 pm
theladiesfinger Where’s the link with the instructions mentioned in the last para? (Or have I missed something? U0001f60f)
May 30, 2016 at 7:43 pm
theladiesfinger sooo much to say re this. Plz consider a regular podcast on the topic.
May 30, 2016 at 7:43 pm
brouhoho Oops. blip. see now.
May 30, 2016 at 7:46 pm
theladiesfinger still no. The link is not pointed to a page.
May 30, 2016 at 7:51 pm
Yikes. hmm..now? theladiesfinger brouhoho
May 30, 2016 at 7:54 pm
theladiesfinger Works now. (Have taken notes :D)
May 30, 2016 at 7:55 pm
Me_goodfella theladiesfinger The article does not say women don’t enjoy sex. It says that men don’t know what women like/want in bed
May 30, 2016 at 7:57 pm
brouhoho 🙂 🙂 good to know.
May 30, 2016 at 7:57 pm
theladiesfinger :))
May 30, 2016 at 7:58 pm
boogerworm theladiesfinger yeah. Exactly. These are personal accounts, anyways, porn isn’t the best teacher. Need better sex education.
May 30, 2016 at 7:59 pm
Me_goodfella theladiesfinger #facepalm Sex education isn’t about how to pleasure a woman. It is about the basics of sex and safe sex
May 30, 2016 at 8:03 pm
boogerworm theladiesfinger yes madam, I was talking about knowing how/when to look under the ‘hood’ in particular.
May 30, 2016 at 8:16 pm
theladiesfinger Haha this was hilarious. 😀 Cracked me up.
May 30, 2016 at 8:22 pm
Me_goodfella theladiesfinger That isn’t covered under sex education.
May 30, 2016 at 8:24 pm
boogerworm theladiesfinger well too bad. It took me months and a very supportive girlfriend to figure it out.
June 1, 2016 at 8:23 am
theladiesfinger Finally, someone whose vag doesn’t care much. LOL on the vaginal orgasm being myth. Now they tell me.
June 1, 2016 at 1:13 pm
theladiesfinger I do not agree with this article at all. Maybe you didn’t read the “wtf?” before the link.
June 1, 2016 at 1:16 pm
NoWitHypocrite We did see it. You disagreed completely. That’s cool, isn’t it.
June 1, 2016 at 1:17 pm
theladiesfinger Haha. If it works for you, then that’s cool. 🙂
June 1, 2016 at 1:18 pm
NoWitHypocrite You might like the response to the essay. This writer disagrees too. 🙂 http://theladiesfinger.com/sex_no_suck/
June 1, 2016 at 1:24 pm
theladiesfinger now this is perfect, and makes so much more sense than what was put out there earlier. 🙂
December 13, 2016 at 11:06 pm
I agree 100% with this article. I won’t suck dick unless u suck pussy. Also, Intercourse is great for men. So y not spend time orally pleasing her? Douches. I have friends whose guys thrust in and out of them only ten times and they can orgasm and even squirt because they take time to learn their lady. It’s a myth that women have sex for emotional connection. If so, we’ll just hug or look him in d eyes. We want pleasure just as much as men and so we engage in d act. It’s supposed to please and satisfy BOTH parties. If not we’ll just masturbate! I’m a lesbian now. She takes her time and gives me at least ten orgasms per session. I think all women whose guy refuses to pleasure her should deny him of sex. None for u then none for him